I'm probably one of the happpiest people alive right now. Today, Lady Gaga.. Followed me.(: I flipped out. Not only that.. But then a mintute later.. She tweeted me. (': I started to cry. It sure was a moment for life.<3 After that tweet my mention box blew up. and same with my (: I'm soo happy Lady Gaga, actually saw what I wrote, &'d took that time to read it &'d reply. Then follow me. (': Sure made my lifee. Dreams do come truee.<3 So glad I didn't give up. :D
I LOVE YOU MOTHER MONSTER.♥
My week. Went from the best week of summer.. To my worst week of summer.
I lost someone that meant a whole lot to me. Like you can't even imagine. She was my BEST friend.. I would do anything to be friends again. Everything's my fault. I feel so bad, I just want everything to be the way it use to be. I gotta say.. Loosing your friend is a bad feeling. But, loosing your best friend is like a fucking nightmare.
Words can't even explain how shitty I feel right now.
I'm fucking terrible with words, I don't know how to say stuff.. &'d when I do.. I screw shit up.
I screw everything up. I seriously hate it. I hate life.
I lost someone that meant a whole lot to me. Like you can't even imagine. She was my BEST friend.. I would do anything to be friends again. Everything's my fault. I feel so bad, I just want everything to be the way it use to be. I gotta say.. Loosing your friend is a bad feeling. But, loosing your best friend is like a fucking nightmare.
Words can't even explain how shitty I feel right now.
I'm fucking terrible with words, I don't know how to say stuff.. &'d when I do.. I screw shit up.
I screw everything up. I seriously hate it. I hate life.
Dear X,
You not just my crush, you're my life. You are the air I breathe and you're all I think about, when I close my eyes you're all I see. I know I've been stupid, I haven't told you everything you need to know, I wish I could. Every time I try to tell you, I freeze up. I don't take rejection that well, so I just keep quiet inside. A lot of people think I should turn, run and never go back, but I can't help it. I revolve around you like the moon to the earth. You're like gravity, holding me here. I have the strangest attraction to you. Some of the people I talk to think your "horrible" or whateverrr... I just can't see it. Your in my mind, 24/7. When I first met you, I never knew how much you would mean to me. People tell me all the time, you don't desereve me, they're right... You don't desereve me, I desereve youu. Whenever I make a wish when I throw a coin in a well, my wish is to be with you. When I make a wish at 11:11 my wish is to be with you. When I see a shooting star, all I wish for is to be with you. All I want for Christmas is to be with you. Sometimes I wish I never met you, so I could go to sleep at night, not thinking about you. We met for a reason, now I need to find that reason.
Today, I caught myself smiling for no reason... Then I realized I was thinking about you. I get the best feeling when you say hi or smile at me, because I know even for just a second, I crossed your mind. I'm scared because, I don't want anyone else to have your heart. I don't want anyone else to kiss your lips. I don't want anyone else to be in your arms. I don't want anyone else to be the one you love. I'm scared because I don't want anyone else to take my place. I want to tell you how I feel about you, but I just don't know how to tell you... Words can't describe how much you mean to me. I have a hard time trying to tell you. I always ask my self..Should I smile cause we're friends or should I cry 'cause that's all we'll ever be? &'d if you think of me at all. I just don't see how you have so much time to make girls fall in love with you, when there's one that already is...If you look into my mind for two seconds...Don't be surprised if you see yourself...Because you're what I constantly think about.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked... I'm not crushing on you, I'm in love with you.
...&'d that's the truthhhh- nothing more, nothing less.
Forever&aDay,
Ashlaaylaay<3
You not just my crush, you're my life. You are the air I breathe and you're all I think about, when I close my eyes you're all I see. I know I've been stupid, I haven't told you everything you need to know, I wish I could. Every time I try to tell you, I freeze up. I don't take rejection that well, so I just keep quiet inside. A lot of people think I should turn, run and never go back, but I can't help it. I revolve around you like the moon to the earth. You're like gravity, holding me here. I have the strangest attraction to you. Some of the people I talk to think your "horrible" or whateverrr... I just can't see it. Your in my mind, 24/7. When I first met you, I never knew how much you would mean to me. People tell me all the time, you don't desereve me, they're right... You don't desereve me, I desereve youu. Whenever I make a wish when I throw a coin in a well, my wish is to be with you. When I make a wish at 11:11 my wish is to be with you. When I see a shooting star, all I wish for is to be with you. All I want for Christmas is to be with you. Sometimes I wish I never met you, so I could go to sleep at night, not thinking about you. We met for a reason, now I need to find that reason.
Today, I caught myself smiling for no reason... Then I realized I was thinking about you. I get the best feeling when you say hi or smile at me, because I know even for just a second, I crossed your mind. I'm scared because, I don't want anyone else to have your heart. I don't want anyone else to kiss your lips. I don't want anyone else to be in your arms. I don't want anyone else to be the one you love. I'm scared because I don't want anyone else to take my place. I want to tell you how I feel about you, but I just don't know how to tell you... Words can't describe how much you mean to me. I have a hard time trying to tell you. I always ask my self..Should I smile cause we're friends or should I cry 'cause that's all we'll ever be? &'d if you think of me at all. I just don't see how you have so much time to make girls fall in love with you, when there's one that already is...If you look into my mind for two seconds...Don't be surprised if you see yourself...Because you're what I constantly think about.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked... I'm not crushing on you, I'm in love with you.
...&'d that's the truthhhh- nothing more, nothing less.
Forever&aDay,
Ashlaaylaay<3
